错误

后悔

非常的后悔

当初的开始....

就是一种

"错误"

是谁的错?

真相大白

绿色的秘密
见过光的绿色
呼出的气...
就向叶子一样...
不能说的秘密
已经变成
没有秘密可说了...
我以为我们可以作好朋友...
但...
我却不知道...
我一直都在伤害你...
没有了好朋友...
就做普通朋友吧...
可是...
我想不能了...
因为我以为你会对我很好...
我以为你不会瞒着我东西...
我以为你不会逆耳反而...
伤心的感受可能我和你都不一样...
可是真的很伤...
我也明白为什么外人会以
不一样的眼光看我...
一切已经真相大白了...
失去了一位朋友...
难过?有
失望?有
伤心?有
为什么??
因为我还很在乎他...
是时候要把他忘了...
赏识不在在乎他...
每次都在等...
每次都找机会和他聊....
恐怕以后没有机会了...
这是抱应吗?

Sick..

o...finally i can on9....
tis few days stay at home...
coz sick againT_T
sob sob...
really sucksz....
still need go for shooting & work....
juz lie down on the bed n take nap...
no matter where am i...
bus,home,car....
juz hope 2 take a nap....
hope my sick will heal soon...
i dun wan 2 sick again....
help needed...

Random pics....

sick..

doin nothing at home..
juz take some random pics...
and prepare for the shooting...
i am really crazy of taking pics of myself..
sorry guys...
pls 4give me...hehe..
i noe u guys r also the same...
pig mouth..

more random pics at facebook^^

Hurt

hurts is really HURT...

why??

why did u hurt me so bad....

BUT

why did i hurt u so bad??

after the blog

i am thinking

 am i really tat fallacious?

am i really egocentric?

am i really irrelevant?

hate myself...

but y i feel hurt???

anyone can explain to me y?

Bon odori

~BON ODORI~
When to Bon odori at shah alam 2day..

yeah..
really happy that i can go & have a look...
finally i have the time..
2day really dead beat...
but still force myself 2 go..
coz i dun hope 2 miss the opportunity...
coz it's oni once 1 year..
i ad miss it for so many years....
but when i reach there it's ad late...
hehe...
lots of ppl over there...
lots of pretties wearing kimono..
wow...
kawaii ne...
next year i am gonna wear tat..
hehe...
ask bro 2 buy 4 me at japan^^
kimono kimono~~~
at Bon odori..i bought my favorite~~
japanese green tea ice-cream..
yeah yeah...
yummy yummy...nice~~
really enjoy the crowd~~
the song & dance....
it's really fun...
i will visit next year...
will reach there earlier~~~
sushi king is also there~~
kimono....
yummy japanese green tea ice-cream~~

Brunch & Dinner~~

shooting look~~

2day suppose 2 be working...
but need 2 go for short film shooting..
wat a bored day...
haihsz...
woke up late in the morning...
late again...
after the shooting
v go for lunch...
oopszz...(actually is brunch for me)
it's brunch & dinner.....
v have our brunch at kim gary which located at Sg.Wang...
yummy yummy~~~
a day just ended like tis...
Having brunch with xiao yu...

beside tat is also SORRY

i noe tat it is my choice
but i din mean 2 hurt u
coz i am 2 naive
i noe tat...
i noe i am useless...
since the day i realize....
my tears is not worth anymore...
a useless person oni noe how 2 say SORRY
beside sorry is also sorry....
wtf....
stupid,useless,stubborn,
watelse???
2 describe ppl such like tis...
i dunno how 2 cherish u..
it's my fault...
& i hurt u 2....
i will never ever 4give myself....
i am not fictitious ...
life is also not fabulous...
but i still did something 2 make my life worst...
i am ruin my own lifestyle....
i hate u....hate tis characteristic ..
can i change over a new leaf??
anyone can lend me a hand?
i need a doctor...
sometimes i am really confuse on myself..
i am really mad...
beside sorry is also
SORRY

WEIRD....

i am weird 2day...
dunno wat happen on me...
may be mis my baby boy 2 much....
REALLY...
since i started 2 take tis course...
i seldom do house work
besides finish exam...
otherwise my room will be really messy...
dun even look like a gal room...
it's full of rubbish..
even my bf can't withstand about it...
til he rather help me 2 pack n clean up everything...
tis make me feel tat i am really useless n lazy den a guy...
haha...but i as long as my baby dun mind..
kakaka...
well..suprise baby...
2day i do housework..
after work i clen up my clumsy room..
den i swept the floor the whole house....
included mummy's room,my room & living room...
after tat i mop the floor 2...
til the floor shinning^^
den oni i bath..
dead beat again....
mummy is really relax..
sitting on the lazy chair & read newspaper...
em...really dun understand...
may be i miss my baby 2 much..
til out of control..
dunnno wat my mind thinking....
even mummuys is also suprise wat happen 2 me 2day..
i lied 2 her tat someone special is goin 2 visit at our house 2nite..
haha..
she keep on asking me who is it...
but i told her i dunno..
wahaha...
baby ask me 2 keep it...
be a hardworking gud gal...
o...
baby i will try 2...but i din promise tat i will 100% do it..
hehe....

Nite Market

wednesday^^

day it's the day to visit nite market with
mummy & baby...

wow...long time ago...
din even go 2 cannought nite market...
2day baby say wanna bring me over there..
wow..
feel so happy^^
after class 2day..
baby come n fetch me at college....
den v take dinner at nite market with mummy 2..
after dinner v drive 2 cheras cannought nite market....
the longest nite market in kl i think...
there r lots of ppl..
especially youngster...
a lot of pretties n handsomes...
hehe..tat's y lots of ppl like 2 visit the nite market...
BUT
everytime i visit the nite market i will sure bleeding...
i will sure waste money...
sob sob...purse bleeding again...
but i really can't stand those cute cute stuff....
i bought some cute hair clip & a canvas bag...
juz half of the nite market..
i am already sweating.... and thirsty....
on the half way walking back...
v bought some ice dessert at the japanese shop
and have a rest over there...
after the dessert v started 2 go back immediately.
when i reach home...
the 1st thing is bath....
wow...really dead beat 2day...
stop here now...
gud nite^^
30% blur
50% dead beat
20%sleepy
those cute hair clip^^

Bored monday...

Monday....boring day...i hate monday coz need 2 attend 3D Max class which teach by lecturer Mr.Chan...i hate tis class...coz it's tough and he always speak fast...so til the last hour my brain is ad hang...need 2 repeat n repeat asking...n also jot down the notes...at the same time..i hate 3D Lab..coz the room is so damn cold..always make me shaving...almost freeze inside the room....but wat 2 do..i have 2 face n learn....tis sem is really making me headache...the classes is all "HEAVY"...omg..need 2 do Flash,name card design,t-shirt design,greeting card design,3d max design & mv shoooting...my head is almost burst...sitting in the 3D Lab..boring...waiting 4 the lecturer...think of my baby...sob sob...never meet him 4 2days.....sad...and dunno wat happen 2 me 2day..so dull n hope 2 mantain silents the whole day..feel so moody.....

Sorry to you!!

Fabulous??my life is not fabulous ...i noe it..but wat can i do 2 change..i am really sorry...wat i can do now is juz apologize...i noe tat sorry can't make or change things or went back 2 de pass..but wat i hope is juz u can live happily and v r still frens...realize wat people always say cherish the moment v r now..otherwise, v will definitely regret...realize n understand wat it means now...i didn't noe tat u r understanding,i didn't noe tat u noe me well i didn't noe tat u treat me gud,i didin't noe tat u r caring...sorry again..i always thought tat u r not understand,always think about urself always live in ur own life and somtime not open minded at all...but..actually i am wrong..in the end oni i visualize tat i am the 1 whom r not understanding, naive, not caring,childish....but i ad make the 1st step so i have 2 continue and sorry...hope u understand n never hate me anymore...BUT if u really think tat when u hate me makes u feel better so just do it..but u are always gud in my heart...sorry about every moment tat i did be4 2 hurt u..i really didn't mean it...SORRY!!!

MV shooting

Wake up earlt in the morning...hope that i really can sleep for juz a few more minutes..but it's ad late..i still have 2 prepare 4 later shooting...n all the way 2 Full House which located at Ara Damansara...lucky..i am not the 1 who drive..it's maya bf..but sorry Mr.Edwin..u slept late den me but still need u 2 drive n no nap 4 u..SORRY...aww...prepare 4 the shooting after make up...busy busy busy...dun even have the time 2 take my breakfast...tis is the 2nd shooting at full house..from the beginning i am really interesting with the cafe..but now...make me feel bored...coz i have been goin there every week...arr....the 1st shoot it's me..so i take the shooting 1st...2day's shooting is about i found that my bf is keeping his ex's (whom is ad pass away) dairy....and i hide at a corner 2 spy him reading the dairy and i feel sad n really dull....he din even 4get her..y??she's ad pass away.. BUT tis is juz a story^^not reality...hehe...after my shooting is candy n seamus...2day i have sceen with seamus...so i take a rest..and suddenly fall asleep...and they continue the shooting..sorry maya..i am really dead beat...and i noe u 2..but i din help...sorry again..i oni can apologize 2 u...time pass....finally...finish shooting...and the cafe start 2 have more n more customer..so v dun hope 2 disturb...Before v go...i buy a hp hanger bear..it's really cute^^i love stuff like tis..v decide 2 have our brunch at time square..our gang favourite Thai restaurant--BBQ Plaza...em..yummy yummy...actually v juz wan 2 full fill the loyalty card and get a FREE supreme set^^yummy yummy...enjoy the food~~~

In the fitting room of Full House cafe^^
like it^^
finish shooting...my turn 2 rest~~
the bear~~~

Busy sat with wedding dinner

finish preparing 4 2nitewedding dinner^^

Sat....weekends again..the same thing...work...haih..every sat need 2 work...tired n bored of working at the place..but i have no choice..i jux wan 2 earn my own pocket money...take my breakfast peacefully at the mamak stall which is juz right in front of my office..after breakfsat...the busy day begins..as usual..do watever i need 2 do....work work work..serve serve serve...but sometimes will have some refreshment...not food,not drinks,not jokes...but customer..hehe..some of the customer that i serve is really nice n also handsome..especially students...and also joke n make some silly action...thats really make me feel funny on them...haha...wow..tme past..havin dinner 2nite..wedding dinner^^yeah..although it's really dead beat after working but happy that my fren is gonna married...he is 25 tis year...gonna married 2nite..hehe..congratulations...after work bb send me 2 mummy's office n prepare myself for the wedding dinner...the dinner is nice..the food is also quite delicious...but til the end of the dinner i am "fishing"..really hope 2 go back immediately n sleep..coz 2mr need 2 wake up early in the morning prepare 4 the mv shooting also...aww....the busy day juz end like tis 2day...aiksz...